I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m so useless that I can’t even make you feel beautiful, not even you, the most amazing girl I’ve ever seen. You deserve better than I can ever give you and it breaks my heart. I want to make it all go away, I want to make you happier than you know how to be but I’m not good enough. I’m not enough, I never will be.
You’re asleep next to me without a goodnight and I’m drinking from the bottle wishing things were different, wishing I was better. A better boyfriend, a better lover, a better son/daughter. I love you so much it makes me want to blow my brains out because nothing could ever compare and I know it’s only a matter of minutes until I fuck it up and throw it all away.
You’re asleep next to me and I’m drinking from the bottle wishing I was different.
