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I’m only ever a heartbeat, an errant thought, a slip of the mask away from falling in love with you, so in love I want to blow my brains out want to drown myself in your soul and never surface again I want you to love me, make me invincible with it, fill me fix me save me fuck me.
I can be your drama your oxygen your salvation, I want us to swig from the bottle and swap stories and in the morning remember nothing nothing but love and touch and tears and laughter together and together we can tear all this to the ground leave nothing in our wake, make me invincible and I will carry you through fire through shallow grave through hell itself.
I want to drive away out of this city leave the blanket of smog in the rear view mirror, lie in a field and count stars and scars and grass stains on our knees and kiss in the summer sunsets. I miss you, I miss you come back, come back and love me.
